I have been struggling with my weight for some time now. All through high school I was 220 lbs. Then at 20 I got pregnant with my daughter and gained 60 lbs. that I did not lose at all. Then 2 1/2 years later at 280 lbs. I found out I was pregnant with my son and gained another 20 lbs. that too unfortunately has not gone away. So today another 2 1/2 years later I am at an extremely unhappy 300 lbs.
I am active with my kids, I have no problems with chasing after them or playing with them. I just want to be healthy. I have heart problems and high blood pressure and I want to be around to see my babies grow up. I want to be around to hold my grandkids many many long years down the road.
I want to take my kids to an Amusement Park or Fair and not have to worry if I will fit on the ride or not. I don't want them to be ashamed of their fat mom. My daughter is 4 years old and it melts my heart when she tells me how beautiful or gorgeous I am, but what will she tell her friends 10 years from now? I just want be here for my babies....
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